new blog

haha, this is a new thing for me. its kinda hard for me to talk to my friends.. every time i do, its like they dont like me cause they get really annoyed at me or start yelling at me, or also dont reply.... after a while, it really does make me question my thinkings for them. so i decided, how am i going to talk, well to myself basically in this post. i wonder if people are actually going to read this.. but its not that big of a deal. just my problems on and on (: no ones going to be interested in that.